I have a head-ache and I still don't know half the stuff I need to for the tomorrow's test which I have from Construcion of Cloths. Please, someone kill me... T-T And I still didn't do any homework yet... School is killing me *sigh*

Today we watched "All Quiet on the Western Front" - good movie, I like movies about WW. I just wish my brainless classmates would shut the f*ck up...

Right now I'm playing Vampire Wars on Facebook (is it me or do I only play games on that site???) - finally found the stupid cat Mandy has... Which means I found all 12 pieces of limited edition avatar costumes... I was searching for that cat for four days, I actualy gave up on her yesterday... I got tired of repeating "Here kitty, kitty...", lol. And just now I've found her. Oh, well... better late then never. :)

And for some reason I'm already wishing for Xmas (I hate it, btw) - I really, really, REALLY need a break!

Why of all people I get kicked out!? So not fair.... My oh so-sweet sister is having a Halloween party and her friends are sleeping the night over.... I'll tell you this - I hate kids. And my mom oproved the party (now I atleast know where all that god-damned money dissapears to!) So I am sleeping over at grandma's... not that I mind, but the way I left felt as if I was kicked out because you don't ussually scream at your daughter and you don't call her names when she's leaving for the night.... Lovely. I hope she's having a head-ache right now and wishing she never said yes to that stupid idiotic party. I never throw parties whatsoever so why can she? I'm still dump found cause she'll probably let me go to a concert Dark Night Symphony they have at the rock club  (but something tells me I'm paying it myself and she won't give a a cent....) And did I mention that she's letting me go just because two of my classmates she knows will be there...?I don't mind a babysitter, I'm actually happy that I will know some faces but come on!  I'm 18 years old!!! You can't be serious - letting me go just beacuse you know someone will keep a close eye on me. Thank you very much... I don't drink, I'd have just cola and few coffin nails and I'd listen to some good music and laugh at people around me... Even an anti-social freak like me needs a company once in a lifetime and I just don't mind if they don't even notice I'm there, I just need to know I'm between people. I really don't understand why is she so hard on me... She let me have a friend over at night when I was 17 (last year) and my sis is only 11! Why must the older siblings live one hard life while their younger siblings walk throught life as it was nothing!? Life's so not fair...

Wow, I feel like a newbaby again.... It's been so long, hasn't it?

-School sucks, nothing I do is good enough (sigh) I only get bad grades lately and I'm getting tired of even trying. I can't wait for the autumn break we have from Thurstday.

-Facebook's photo uplouder sucks.

-Died my hair black again but thanks to the fact that I bleached half of them to blond before I have one half perfectly black and the other half (luckily the lower one) dark blue, almost ravenish....

-Started wearing black more then before... and I'm still not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing....

-Listening to Evanescence way too much... Again, not sure if that's good or bad...

-I think it's time to start putting money to the piggybank 'cause my manga should be in shops in a few weeks or months (hopefully just weeks)

-Watched Terry Pratchett's Hogfather yesterday. Good movie.

-Found some old badges... Thanks to a friend that printed me few pictures in colour I made them look cool. Now I can take my dear sweet love Vlad III The Impaler EVERYWHERE WITH ME (noooooo.... I'm SO not obsessed with THE Dracula, the most amazing, sexiest and... and... why is everyone staring at me as if I'm nuts?!)

-Bought the new magazine Inspire. Found a text about Transylvania and of course got angry because someone thinks that Dracula means Impaler.... Personally, I think the diferent meaning of the words is noticable from afar, but ok... whatever. Someone just didn't notice Vlad's father was called Dracul and you so can't hear the word "dragon" in the name, but fine. Fine... I'm fine... LUCIFER, I'M GONNA KILL THE PERSON WHO IS THIS STUPID!!! Dx

-Anyway, lately I've been eXtremly bipolar... and I can't get used to it. I hope it's just weather... or something.



Vlad III (his early portrait, my favourite), Alucard (Hellsing) and Gary Oldman (Bram Stoker's Dracula)

I realized I have no contact whatsoeva for most of my friends... and these days everyone has got FB. So I made one - but Lucifer! I already hate that place! >.<

I miss my old teacher who teached us Constructions of clothes last year. They kicked her out 'cause school doesn't have enough students... =/ So after two years we have a different teacher and to say it plainly = she is terrible. She is slow in explaining, expects things from us we never did before (like 1cm rames in our note books, because it's "technical drawing"... -_-;) and we (not only me, everyone in the classroom...) don't understand a thing. We had already four classes with her and just now we started doing the constructions of pants for men. If it was with Mrs. Burčová we'd had already two tests behind us - the first test we always screw and the second we always do right... what can I tell ya? We are lazy to study right away (lol)

And the Literature test I though I screw - I got B. Atleast one good thing happen today :)

Yesterday I was to the movies with my friend. We saw the movie Jánošík - Pravdivá história. And it sucks... Jánošík could be a pornstars, really - it had so much sex in it, I just had to make sure I read correctly when I read that it's 15+ and not 18+. Lucifer! That was so not about the famous character in Slovak history that how the stories says "stole from the rich and gave to the poor" (and I don't care it was noted in the film 'cause it was noted minimally). And I don't know why that all my life I'm listening that the army catched him because he slipped because of peas which were on the floor... and it's not like that in the movie. And the fact that they were working on the movie for years and it looks like this... well sorry but it was terrible.

And today I finally was in the museum on the Museum of Illusions with my two friends and I now know why the entrence was for free - no one would come if people'd have to pay. It was about the "good old days" how old people like to call it aka communism....

Ended up in the rock club naOZZaY (the engl. translation would be "really" but then it would lost it's point) again.

And I'll rather stop here cause 'cause my eyes are screawing with me. I think I'm getting blind... =/ So I'm going to bed. Good night.

I was in a rock club wiht a friend of mine (I call her Doggy) and another chick that Doggy's friends with (Radka). This was the first time I met her, she's a really cool person though. Original plan was to go to the museum on this thing called Museum of Illusions and this week's for free so why not? But  somewhere on the walk there we decided that first we'll go to the rock club - for two years now I wanted to go there, but mom never let me - so that was a great chance. So we did. We didn't go in we stayed in the yard outside seeing as it was nice and sunny. Doggy bought my a small colla, had a smoke, little chat and shit and then we went to the museum, or so we planned. They closed early on Monday... so we decided to go on Wednesday :)

And tomorrow I'm meeting and old friend of mine - didn't see her in a years or so. We went to the primary school together - that's where we met. Planning to go to the movies but we don't know what to see. Maybe we will just walk around the shopping center and cry over some cool stuff that we can't afford...

Tomorrow I'm going to the dentist =/ This is the last time I'm seeing her, 'cause I'm changing the dentists - she's not very nice but she IS very expencise.

Also, I watched Dracula 2000 - the biggest bullshit I ever saw about Dracula! Amen. I didn't even finish watching it - it sucked and I was oh so nice to wait for it to get better............................. but it didn't. It was all wrong! They could be atleast nice enough to put a good actor into the role of Dracula. If I didn't know from the beggining it was Dracula I would't even know... Gary Oldman rulz! The role of Dracula just suits him well. And up till now The Bram Stoker's Dracula from 1992 with Oldman is the best I saw...

Also I finished reading Dracula :D So I'm finally trying to read Harry Potter 7.... Yes, I still didn't read it, but mom bought me the book about a year ago... Shit happens, I guess... Also I'm thinking about reading Frankenstein. Seems to me I'm returning to books but that's a good thing, right?

And yeah, still playing Vampire Wars on MySpace. Lol.

Took this from glaceons

1) Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/anime/TV shows/video games/bands etc. that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
2) Have your f-list guess your favorite character/member from each item.
3) When someone guesses correctly, strikethrough the item and put the name of your favorite character next to it.

01/ Hellsing Alucard
02/ FullMetal Alchemist Envy
03/ Hell Girl Ren
04/ Yami no Matsuei
05/ Yu-Gi-Oh!
06/ Loveless
07/ Inu-Yasha Sesshomaru
08/ Nana Nana
09/ Final Fantasy VII: AC
10/ Naruto Itachi
11/ Vampire Knight Zero (x Kaname, lol, couldn't resist xD)
12/ Ergo Proxy Re-l
13/ Elfen Lied Lucy
14/ Death Note Ryuk
15/ Shaman King Hao Asakura
16/ Junjou Romantica
17/ Harry Potter
18/ Bram Stoker's Dracula Dracula
19/ Underworld
20/ Evanescence Amy Lee

- I sang "Pussy" by Rammstein all day along
- smoke Camel after about half a year
- sew another type of pocket, this time got B
- got mad at that stupid village Levice again because between 12:00 and 14:00 nothing goes to my city and I finish at 13:00 so there is no chance in Hell teacher would let me out sooner (Oh, how I just love that stupid shity hole - some one should blow up that place... let's call Deidara)
- read Dracula *worship* ( I read it mostly while sewing so it was something like this: half an hour of reading and then five minutes of sewing, teacher was really happy...)
- eat Hawaii pizza with my doggy
- listened to the Pussy song some more
- got ready for school
- and right now I'm playing Vampire Wars on MySpace, afterwards I'm going to bed :)

This is the piece of art that bought me an A from FD (Fashion Dezign). So, what cha think?


Create It by ~fairyofmoonlessnight on deviantART

BTW, anyone listened to Jeffre Star's new CD Beauty Killer??? I love it very, very, very much. Listening to it nonstop.

And one more thing: anyone saw Rammstein's Pussy? OmL! That porno/music clip is so awesome! xD If you're old enought to look at porn you can check it out on RedTube if you didn't do so until now: click here. The lyrics are super-cool, too.

"You've got a pussy,
I have a dick,
So what's the problem?
Let's do it quick."

For some reason me and my friend Doggy (this time I don't mean my dog but a human friend, lol) sing this all the time while sitting in the bus going to school. Try imagine it... ;3

Guess what I did today? lol You know it! My one and only pumpkin! Yaaaaay! <3 I never did one before, atleast not alone - mum always helped me (in other words, did everything)... So I'm pretty much proud of myself! :D



More pics: click here :3

Also today I got A from Fashion Dezign :D I'll show you the drawing later, I wanna scan it, but sadly, I don't own a scanner - luckily my uncle who lives by does own one. So maybe tomorrow I'll post it (not promising anything yet!).

Also today I wanted to go on a concert we had in town. The band is called Paranoid and my friend's boyfriend is in the band. So I wanted to check them out, and ofcourse see Kitty (the friend's name). I didn't see her for over a year now and I miss her a lot, mostly in school - we used to be classmates and also roommates at the residence hall, before she changed schools. But I didn't get there - I came home at 5 pm and that's when the concert was supose to start. I would be lucky if I atleast saw the end of it - so I ended up doing the pumpkin instead xP

Oh well... maybe next time.

I think I should start making a list of yaoi and shonen-ai mangas that I read and liked... It's the best!

Today I got my period *sigh*, the worst part is I got it in school and somehow when I moved around on the chair I blooded my jeans... T-T So I went home, even through the original plan was to try and survive the whole day but thanks to that small incident I had to leave... The stomachache got worse afterwards so for few hours I rest in the bed (with my doggy! <3) and afterwards moved to the pc. And of course what did I do? Read some yaoi, seeing as I watched all anime ones I have. >.< (Note to self: Need to download MORE!!!)

This what made me feel better: Café Latte Rhapsody

Lucifer, I love the person that created yaoi *worship*

Oh, and by the way - I got A from Economics today *yaaaaaaaaaaaaay~

And no, Alucard didn't come for a snack...  T-T

Look what mom brought:



Isn't that awesome! It's so big and pretty!!! :heart:

Other then that life's ok. The profesor did't give us the test  from History of Art, but she did noticed while asking us about gothic architecture that I studied. :D Yay! I was so scared yesterday, while reading it I felt like my head was getting emptier every second D:

Grandma told me Dasha (my doggy) fell into some dog shit while being on her walk. Poor little doggy, she needs a bath. x_x

P.S. - my eye hurts! The pain is terrible! T-T

I hate busses where are no windows, just so-called "climatization"... You breath only dust, amd there is no fresh air, plus I always get sick in those for some unknown reason. Have I mentioned that thanks to the driver I almost fell from my seat about billions times? I just wanted to sleep but noooooooooo.... That was the last time I went home from school with the first class (1st class my ass!). Thank you very much. And the machine didn't read my buss-card so I actually had to pay. Just fuck that, I finally had money for that kick-ass skirt I wanna buy and now I don't. And I can't ask my mother because she doesn't have any till the 10th of the next month... Just great...

Anyway today was an ok day (before the whole bus incident). I had only 6 classes, and that was only sewing (Ha! Ha! Envy me!). I finally know how to sew a pocket on a vest and such things, so hurray! So I'm pretty happy 'bout it as you can all guess (I confess that the pockets on my Girlycard coat are worse than terrible. Amen.). Lol. Today I need to study History of Arts (nooooooooooooo!!!) 'cause the teacher will give us a test about gothic architecture (have I written it correctly??? =P).

So I'm off to study....

....in 5 minutes xD

Yesterday I almost pissed my pants! Why you ask? Mom's friend and her younger daughter came for a visit. If anyone wondered about the older one - she's too cool to go and see me now, when we were younger we used to be friends, but you know how things work. She always has better things to do then to hang around a loser like me. Oh well, I don't believe we have anything in common now anyway. But back to the subject. My little sister's 11 years old but still plays with dolls (*starts singing: I'm a barbie girl in a barbie world, life in plaaaastic, it's fantaastic...*). I was banned from listening and whatsoever, so I just listened to the good ol' Manson, but you know those moments when the songs are finishing and starting and you actually can listen to stuff around you? (says this in a high-pitched voice) "Darling, are you clean now?" I shall never forget that! Rofl. Oh, guys, you should hear it with your own ears. xD I heard more but really, this killed me.

rofl forl rofl

'Cause I like it alot even if it didn't win in the Original-Art contest on the con. Oh well, maybe next year...

But it made me pretty mad, the fact that the winners had sucky works mostly... But I'm in no mood to make my mood even worse by talking this shit out (even if people say it helps, whatever)...




Wings of A Butterfly by ~fairyofmoonlessnight on deviantART

I'll probably throw away some stuff I don't use/don't like 'cause I have a lot of junk and no free space... =/ And I need to figure out where I'll keep my cosplays, too. (sigh)

Mom got the flu from me... ^^; Sucks, doesn't it? I hope it will pass soon, she's alittle cranky right now.

Sister's watching Nana on Animax, afterwards we're all going to bed. Can't wait, I'm somewhat tired even though I didn't do much today - read yaoi manga online, played Vampires on MySpace and washed up the dishes (I hate doing that... Dx)

And Lucifer, my back hurts! Misho, I'm so not taking my laptop with me next time on the con - it's a killer! Even after a f*cking week it still hurts!! T-T

Last weekend I was on the IstroCon & Comics Salon. It was ok, but I must admit that the last year's was waaaaaaaay better. I'm not exactly sure why, I just know. And I realized no one reads Hellsing.... so that sucks way too much for my liking. C'mon people, you don' mind reading Naruto that has x-billions volumes and chapters but you never touched Hellsing?? Fuck. Off.

I took few photos, but not many. You can check them out here.

And I fell ill. x_X But I'm getting better. So on Monday I'm back in school making plans and schemes how to rape my friend Ratty (insert evil laugh here)... For now I'll show you a photo I took yesterday... Mom didn't forget to clean it about million times making me angry, because I was leaving it in mess on purpous. Why can't just some mothers understand art? (sigh)



(rofl, I just now noticed my bra on the photo *slaps herself*)

OmL! The fluffy hat for my Girlycard cosplay is soooo awesome! I just knew I'd love it! <3 I think I'll be using it in the winter as a normal hat cause it's that awesome! And fluffy... =P Fluffy hats rule the world!!!

Yes, I'm insane, nothing new here xD

BTW, cosplay's going well, just few more things and it's done. And OmL! I'm already leaving for the con this Friday *gasps* So nervous!!! x_X But I can't wait to see all my friends and meet some new people, too. =D

Hmmmm... Right now it will be Marilyn Manson's song 15 from his newest album The High End of Low...